
I realized today that out of my group of friends, I am the last girlfriend.
There used to be five of us.
The first one to leave committed suicide.
The second was too much of a bitch to handle a relationship.
The third became a pill popping anorexic alcoholic.
The forth cheated on her boyfriend.
And now I'm the last one standing.
I don't know what I'd have to do to top that.
Doesn't really matter because I was/am the most level headed out of them all.
But I realized this because the guys went out to the lake this weekend.
It took me not going to make it a guys weekend!
Haha..
I really wish I could have a shopping buddy though..
Plus:
Breakfast:
-super 8 150
Lunch:
-toast w/avocado 280
-glass of orange juice 100
Dinner:
-Chinese food 300
Total: 830 Calories
Minus:
-15 minute run 150
-8 hours of work 100
Net Total: 480 Calories
I ate soo much today.
I think I might really restrict my calorie intake starting tomorrow.
I kinda wanna hear my boyfriend tell me that I'm losing too much weight..
It may seem weird, but he did tell me I was fat and that I should loose some weight 6 months ago.
I just want to hear him say that he thinks I'm skinny.
It will satisfy me.
Good night ladies!